waiting!!!

I'm waiting start from today 7/11/2010!!!

I'm so sorry....

where's my life??
when can I sing the song "IT IS MY LIFE" without any stress??huh??
haihhhhhhhh....

seriously I'm not the young kid anymore..
I got my life I got my way to go..
I know what the hell I'm doing at the moment..
why you all can't try to understand my feeling??
Do you think that I'm still the young kid..????
I just want to enjoy my life....
mum and dad I'm very sorry I can't be the best in your heart..
but I won't be my brother like that..
trust me!!!!
it won't happen to me...!!!!!!
please................

recently always out until midnight ><..
everyday go out just because a meet or what??
myself also don't know ><...
well I just know I'll become a panda soon...@.@

chao~

today today today~

Today I did some thing that I'd never done it before!!!
What's that???I don't know how to explain it!!!
I won't forget it....
I want to thanks the guy who was standing beside me without help..
!!!!!thanks!!!!!

Hmm...
Two people said the same thing to me in the same day!!!
Should I listen them???
><...my brain is stuck!!!!
Left or right ???I still haven't chosen yet..>!<
Now I'm trying to do something that I wish to do!!!!
But someone said that I still young...
excuse me!!!I'm already 19 years old I'm not a kid anymore okay!!!

it's time to be pig!!!zzZzzzzzzz

.........

At the end I got the answer~
The asnwer is nothing ><.....
Damn...waste 1 year to find out the asnwer....
haiz...fine!!!!

Finally my daddy bought a car for me..
I don't know what happenned to me..
I should be happy but now my feeling is down ><....
what the hell I'm thinking about???myself also don't know..
well now I'm thinking about earn alot money for dad and mum to travel..
they're going old and old...
what can I do???
2 things I can do is just be a good boy and try to do the best in the all things...
1 more thing is I wish my brother can find a good job ~
I don't wish him to hang out with those idiot...
However I very hate him he still are my brother~

I need more friends~!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

left &right ???I'm stuck!!!

I do the same things everyday..ts boring for me!!Help!
I'm going to give up study!!
One of the reasons is no enough money to use.......
Whatismore, I don't want take money from my parents...
So I decided to work soon!
I want earn money by my own!!
I knew it's very difficult for me..
Because I don't have any work experience and I'm a lazy guy!!!xD

life????what's life???
Who can tell me what is life???

XO

HEY friends!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

..I.. X.X ..I..

Non$ensE

oMg...i still wasting my time ><..
what should i do..
I've no idea T.T...
well..Christmas is coming soon and after this tearm will break until 4th january...
I don't know what should I do in the holiday....
should I go out with friends or just stay at home study??
I think if I stay at home I'll just play games..
I felt very sorry to my parent because I always play games didn't study hard ><..
T.T.....

A lot of friend started their college and working..
gossssshh!!!I still at home wasting my time..
I really hate myself..when I was young why I don't want to study hard...

I hope in the 2010 I won't be a rubbish!!!!